DIllemma....should i or shoul not???

Received my graduation Ceremony letter... i should be happy that i finally graduatin....
however, i wonder if i should attend the ceremony on the 20th May 2010??
as i now, still under provation.. i'm not surpose to take leave.
if i attending the ceremony, the only leave that i can claim will be unpaid leave...
unless i was being confirm b4fore hand!!
well, this is part of the reason.. dillemma situation!!!!
Savez-vous que u J'aime et je n'arrive toujours pas à lâcher ..
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